The ocean surface is of mercury breathing the softest breath, a metallic reflection laid out all around us. The clouds let through enough light to wash everything in a bizarre silver light. A subtle balance of light and shadow, of bright and dark. A world dipped in liquid lead.
A serene scene adorned with the occasional group of resting sea birds. The brighter fulmars and the darker shearwaters mirror the contrasts of their surroundings. They bob silently on the water, resting, preening, sleeping, waiting patiently for the wind to return.
As we approach, they paddle into the distance, some in unhurried demeanour, others with more urgency. Unfolding their wings, they hold them in suspension at the brink of flapping, maybe waiting for a puff to lift them off? All the while treading the water and continuously taking bearings of the nearing boat, they seem in two minds whether or not to take off to get out of our way.
I wonder where the threshold lies for each bird as an individual? There certainly are noticeable differences. Unrest starts with one and spreads through the group, catching one individual after the other, but for the odd one out who can’t be bothered. In contrast, the next group seems to be at ease, watching us chug past. It must be quite an effort for them to alight in total calm, they seem to much prefer swimming once the air stops flowing, denying them a lift.
Everyone is at rest — the atmosphere, the ocean, the sky, the birds — and a delicate equilibrium seems to have set in. Though rudely interrupted by us as we rush onwards on a beeline towards the far side. I feel out of place as the intruder, and long to join their austere silence. To take the same rest from our perpetual movement that has descended around us. To live to the same heartbeat as everyone around us. Maybe go for a dip and a swim in the cold water before climbing out over the side of the hull, lobster-red, vigorously alive, to take a hot shower.
Memories of the past well up. On our passage from the Southern Caribbean to the Azores in 2020, we had two days of similar calm, little motion in the water. A stillness that was not absolute, but sent the boat rolling slowly in the last remainders of the glossy swell. The horizon to the West was lined with what appeared like a wall of towering cumulus foretelling the unstable squally air just over a hundred miles away.
Then, we stopped to dive into the deep-blue water. Not cold, but with a fresh edge to it that we hadn’t felt on our skin since entering tropical waters months earlier. The sea out there halfway between the tropics and moderate latitudes is of such intense blue luminosity, it beggars belief and overexposes on the camera.
Plankton and sargassum float by in water crystal clear as gin. Light shafts break the surface and play in ever-changing patterns, scattering the light, illuminating the water from within to its intense glow. The rays converge towards the depth, seemingly endless, but in reality only 4 or 5000 metres to the ground.
The undulating light lures me down. With the water so clear, I couldn’t tell how deep I had dived down on one breath-hold. The light didn’t diminish, there was no reference of my movement, and it seemed I could see forever into the distance. Only when I turned, the boat seemed far far away on the distant surface in an astonishing display of light and colour. Punctuated by highlights of glistening sparks whenever a wavelet focused the light into a point.
Shearwaters were then on their annual migration to northern waters, to where we now meet them again, and we had some magical moments watching them and swimming with them. My thoughts take a full circle and return to the present. I watch the birds. The boat sluices through the water.
An arctic tern called out insistently this afternoon. A surprising clear sound. I stepped outside to watch her. Most sea birds seem quiet while on the water or soaring the winds, so hearing the tern’s bell-like chirping call, I was drawn to observe. Circling the top of our main mast, she called out and apparently trying to land, but what little swell there was thwarted her efforts and pulled the mast top away from her in the last moment. Trying time and again, she seemed a little more agitated each time. Suddenly, she broke out in a loud chatter of complaint and rushed away on fast wings, only to have second thoughts and return one last time.
Later, we spotted minke whales in the mirror of the sea, two companions going roughly the same direction as us. We could put into action our new observation logging tool, embedded in the electronic logbook that Alex and I hacked together only half an hour prior. As a temporary solution for logging animal observations, it appears to work sufficiently well. Meanwhile, a young developer works on a dedicated plugin for the same purpose, which we hope to receive soon, as we will enter waters full of promise of whales soon.
Angie