I’m on the first watch tonight, and we’ve had increasing wind strength over the afternoon. A low is to the south-west of us, trailing a long occluded front around its centre. As the cold front catches up with the preceding warm front, it pushes up the warm air and closes like a zipper.
We fly along again with the wind from the stern. I only just finished a radio call with a Liberian tanker bound for New York City. We have been on converging courses, like on a motorway feeder. The tanker catching us up from behind on nearly the same heading.
Upon my second hail on the radio ‘tanker Alian, Alian, Alian, call sign D5ZH7, this is sailing yacht Atlas, Atlas, Atlas, over,‘ they seemed to notice us, started adjusting their course to give us more sea room and called back. A pleasant chat with the officer on watch unfolded and he reassured us that they’ll pass us at a safe distance.
Regardless how much I peel my eyes, I still can’t spot them out in the grey murk that has enveloped us for days, even though they are just 5 miles off our starboard stern by now. They’ll rush past us with their 13 knots, while we do 5.5 – 6 knots.
Often as not, when one eventually meets another ship out at sea, they are on collision course, or nearly so. The AIS or Automatic Identification System, is a great help in such situations. It transmits ship data such as position, speed, heading, name, destination, etc over the radio and allows us to determine how close we will get way ahead of time. Finally, there they are, the two white masthead lights dipping and appearing in irregular intervals as we climb up and sledge down on the wet slopes, and our horizon changes accordingly.
Soon it will be time to wake up Alex for his watch and snuggle into the warm bed myself. Whether sleep will ensue is a function of the sea state, the location, orientation, and snugness of the berth in the boat, and most importantly, tiredness. The sea state tonight is not the most comfortable, with an irregular cross swell sent out from the low that is overlaid by the wind waves. The sea is heaving and at times sends us skittering downhill, heeling over, only for the boat to pop up again and roll over the other way as we ascend the next hill rolling sideways underneath us.
‘If you still haven’t slept, don’t worry, you’re just not tired enough,’ said our skipper on a training passage from the Azores to Spain mid-winter some years ago, after I got up for my night watch after several days at sea, not having been able to fall into the sweet nothingness of slumber.
‘If you are tired enough, you’ll sleep anywhere,’ he added reassuringly. I’ve lived by this shard of wisdom since. I found it to be as true in mountain huts, during stressful times in landlubber life, as on that passage of 7.5m waves with a storm in our neck. My berth then was in the forward-most part of the boat, and the boat was launching off the waves, falling into the valleys, with a resounding crash and the rigging reverberating. At some point, nothing matters, and one sleeps in any circumstance.
Angie